This is for you...

Because I will always care...

My Wish by Rascal Flatts

I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,
But more than anything, more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.
I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more than you take.
But more than anything, yeah, and more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.
This is my wish
I hope you know somebody loves you
May all your dreams stay big

You aren't the same...

It's funny how the changes someone goes through can be so drastic...even though we spoke almost daily I didn't see the change right away. I wish I had. But let me say, "Thanks!" Thanks for helping me realize what I have been taking for granted. This life that I have and my family have been here all along and I thought I was looking for something else. I don't know what it was I thought I was missing, but now that I have opened up my eyes I can see that what was missing was, ME...from my own life. Somewhere along the way, I checked out. I am glad I found my way back and I am checking back in. It's a hard transition, but I am doing it. The only thing I can do is take one day at a time...

Fearless by Colbie Caillat

Sometimes it is someone else's words that can say exactly what's in your heart...


If that's the way you love
You've got to learn so much
If that's the way you say good-bye

And this is how it ends
And I'm alright within
Never going to see me cry
Cause I've cried

So go on go on and break my heart
I'll be okay
There's nothing you can do to me
That's ever going to burn me

So go on go on and leave my love
Out on the street
I'm fearless
Better believe I'm fearless fearless

If this is how it hurts
It couldn't get much worse
If this is how it feels to fall

Then that's the way it is
We live with what we miss
We learn to build another wall
Till it falls

So go on go on and break my heart
I'll be okay
There's nothing you can do to me
That's ever going to burn me

So go on go on and leave my love
Out on the street
I'm fearless
Better believe I'm fearless fearless

If it's between love and losing
To never have known the feeling
And I'm still sad we've loved

And if I end up lonely
At least I will be there knowing
I believe in love

Go on go on break my heart
I'll be okay
I'm fearless
Better believe I'm fearless fearless

Go on go on and break my heart
I'll be okay
There's nothing you can do to me
That's ever going to burn me

So go on go on and leave my love
Out on the street
I'm fearless
Better believe I'm fearless

So go on and leave my love
Go on and leave my love
Go on and leave my love
Better believe i'm fearless fearless
Fearless....

sometimes

The worst place to be is alone in your thoughts. My mind is racing in all of these different directions. This is a dangerous place for me to be because of the anxiety it causes. And most of the time it is unwarranted. It is a crazy and dangerous place...but a place I can't escape from...